Musings

 
Okay, I’ll admit, I’m guilty. I am one of those people who said and beloved this pandemic would last for a month. And here is August presenting a new normal.
 
I’ve found myself swaying from days where I’m fully productive and on go mode, to days I genuinely do not want to leave the house, or even move from bed.
But that’s balance right.
 
There is power in stillness.
 
This work culture had seeped my mind and I was obsessed with “grinding” even if my grinding showed no results. 
How humbling it has been for me to sit and be at one with my thoughts.
 
I’ve had to evaluate reevaluate my life. I’ve had to cut things off I thought I would do forever. And mostly, I’ve had no where else to hide from myself. I have so much work to do on me. 
 
Quarantine has taught me that yoga is probably more helpful than I could have imagined. And the power of sneaking a workout in everyday. Thanks to Kylie Achieng i now have FitBit that gave me 90 days trial of their premium program. Soon I may start using the Nike Running App.
 
Rebranding has meant being ready to let go of so many things and evolve into a new space. Does it mean I won’t miss it, miss the things I used to do. Of course not, they formed me. But I have to let the past go and focus on building my future.
 
The faithfulness of God. It occurred to me how lucky so many of us have been. Roofs over our heads, food in our bellies, shoes on our bodies. Those with jobs and something to survive on. Despite everything I have seen God continue to stay faithful.
 
So in stillness, I have found myself. Rediscovered who I am, facing the parts of me I don’t like, and forcing me to work on them.
In stillness I have found answers and purpose.
I’m stillness I’ve heard more of God. Felt Him more, his correction, his discipline, his love, his never ending grace.
 
Perhaps God really wanted us to take a moment and just be still, and revaluate who we are and what we hope to achieve. What we need to correct and improve.
 
Be still.
 
Embrace the stillness

 
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Hey people,

“Simon answered, “Master, we’ve worked hard all night and haven’t caught anything. But because you say so, I will let down the nets.””
‭‭Luke‬ ‭5:5‬ ‭NIV‬‬

I cast my nets all night and caught nothing. And honestly I’m in that season. Like I’ve worked so hard, been working hard, struggled and toiled. And nothing. My nets have come up empty.
We all have those seasons. When you feel like you’re working so hard towards a dream and goal, but you’re not reaping anything l.
It’s discouraging. It’s heartbreaking. It’s so hard, to be in this space. It can break you, and so many times, we just get out of our board, and give up.
Then here comes Jesus.

Finding him in his hopelessness and discouragement. After a long night of nothing, an exhausted person, a broken spirit, God asks him to go back there one more time.
One more time
It can be the hardest thing to do, especially when you’re heart is discouraged and everything is heavy.
Go out and try one more time.
 
So God, finds this broken person and asks him to go back and try what broke him one more time.

I would have said no.  My heart is broken, my self esteem is low, and I already tried and failed. What’s worse, is everyone saying that, you won’t make it, you tried and failed.
 
But Simon, he goes out, TRUSTING GOD one more time. And that decision changes everything 


So go out and try, one more time.

Love always.
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Hello my loves,

Happy Post Valentines Day! 


Sending you love!I thought January  would last longer than it would but for some reason it seems to have moved by so fast. Look at that. The year is


Drinking: Lemon and Lime tea from Kericho gold. I have to admit it’s so cold and this Kericho gold is probably my go to now. All the coffee drinking is making my throughly hurt 😭

Planning: the next the score guest blogger post. I’m so excited about the collaborations coming in this year and I’m so excited to see what’s next.
If you have not check out our two featured authors here 

 

 

Book I’m Reading: Britain’s Gulag is what I’m reading though I haven’t actively indulged because of school.

Last thing I watched: I’ve been binge watching Gilmore Girls, Rick and Morty

Learning: That there’s. Win in failure

Thankful For all the love shown on my YouTube Chanel. If you haven’t checked it out please do so here. And for this amazing new month.

Loving:The nails from Nail Logic Spa. Guys, I am honestly so in love with these acrylics I get from them. I look the leap of faith last year and I have no regrets. They give amazing quality.


Verse of the month: 
“My sheep listen to my voice; I know them, and they follow me.”
‭‭John‬ ‭10:27‬ ‭NIV‬‬




Sending you love! ❤️


Kimie. 

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